Dreams, laki, and mourning: a psychoanalytic ethnography of the Yagwoia "inner feminine": Part II soul and the oneiro-dynamics of luck.
Mimica, Jadran
GAMBLING AND THE LIFE-DEATH FLOW
In the first instalment I examined Tilm's (woman) and
QANG's (man) un/conscious dynamics of their 'internal
object-relations', specifically their contra-sexual self-circuity.
(1) During his first initiation (nose-piercing) QANG's phallic generativity became restructured and determined as the contra-sexual
relation to his 'internal' feminine object constituted within
his pre-Oedipal maternal matrix (Mimica, 2006:44-52). As we shall
presently see, his feminine self-circuity, the primary narcissistic core
of his egoity, has a critical significance in his pursuit of gambling
(laki). This recently introduced practice is a vital sector of the
sphere of male generative activity in general. Through the exploration
of the vicissitudes of QANG's soul to maintain his grip on this
elusive domain I will illuminate both its cosmo-ontological constitution
within the bounds of the Yagwoia life-world and the specificities of the
psycho-dynamics of QANG's 'inner' feminine object
relatedness.
Yagwoia men are avid cards and dice players. (2) Outwardly the
Yagwoia pursuit of these two kinds of chance games has a striking
compulsive obsessional veneer. I am always impressed at the sight of a
group of some 20-odd men and children forming a tight double circle, the
outer standing up, the inner squatted, all immobile in the pouring rain,
eyes glued to the narrow space where the cards or dice and money are
moving around, changing hands and fortune. The severity of the elements
won't make them budge unless there is a sense that the succession
of rounds has either exhausted itself or is indecisive enough as to
which way the winning 'number' will go so that the game can be
interrupted without any sense of rupture within the flow. But if a round
is in the train of an already well set vector of fortune so that
somebody is definitely on the winning trajectory, or the persistent
loser is hoping that the next round is likely to be his break, to
interrupt the flow just because of such an external contingency as a
downpour is like meddling with a finely tuned gravitational field which
must be preserved no matter what. Any suggestion of getting away from
the rain is angrily shouted down and the game is relentlessly continued
even if most of the encircling onlookers may be moved to run for cover
when the sheets of rain start literally pelting on them. If anything,
the players will place over their heads a bark-cape, towels, or a piece
of plastic but primarily to protect the space where the cards and money
are doing their run; as for their bodies they are literally abstracted
out of the situation. The game and its flow are like a gravitational pull of the force emanating from the egoities of the players themselves.
Indeed, the force dynamics of these games depends on the egoic
experiences and investments that all Yagwoia players continuously
articulate through their self-projections and, most importantly, dreams.
Playing 'laki', as gambling is called in Tok Pisin, is
outwardly a cultural form within the Yagwoia life-world of the most
recent external derivation. (3) It was introduced by the returned
indentured labourers from coastal plantations. Traditionally there were
no 'games of luck' but, by the same token, what is termed
'luck' cannot be taken for granted. It can be meaningfully
approached solely in terms of the intra-cultural understanding of how
the human egoic self understands and interacts with the experiential
horizons of its existential umwelt. From this perspective, the Yagwoia
games of laki pertain to the same egoic habitus of traditional pursuits
such as sexuality, hunting, warfare, and acquisition of wealth. All
subsist upon the global flow of life-and- death within the world-body
(the libido-mortido flux) which as such simultaneously generates and
sustains human egoic selves and their corporeality. In the Yagwoia
life-world laki is not a blind chance within a field of human actions
such as a game of cards or dice but an indeterminate potential of such
activities to work in favour of an ego in so far as his soul can be
exposed to the right kind of vision pertaining to the activity of
gambling. In this regard gambling as a human action in the world is no
different from any other actions; hunting, war, wanting to have sex,
planting a new garden, making salt or bark-capes, etc. Not all Yagwoia
human actions depend on the use of such wish-directing and commanding
activities as spell incantations which are accompanied by the handling
of various substances (ordinarily known in the anthropological universe
of meaning as 'magical' practices) but many of them do. All of
them are subject to presentiment as to how they may turn out if one
would carry them through. This is what dreams articulate all the time.
In fact there is no aspect of egoic existence which does not invoke some
kind of presentiment, and dreams, because they are not immediately
transparent, may easily cast the ego into a self-perplexing mode which
solicits a momentary sense of dislodgment from the horizon of familiar
and taken for granted to the horizon of unfamiliarity with one's
own experience. Accordingly the Yagwoia have a fully fledged knowledge
of typified dream images, scenarios, and actions which are used for
making sense out of dream showings. Many of these demand decisive action
precisely because, no matter how illusory a dream may be, as an
experience it is always real and involves the dreamer's and other
people's souls, and virtually always spirits.
In this regard the games of laki are fully integrated into the
oneiric knowledge of Yagwoia self and its actions. Playing laki is to
act in the mode of Yagwoia interactions with the world, and
fundamentally in terms of their desires and cravings. Accordingly, laki
itself is generated by the psychosexual matrix of their selves within
the Yagwoia ontological parameters of existence. There is a definite yet
wide enough range of typical dream imagery and situations that show the
dreamer whether he will attract the card/dice number and money to
himself and therefore can be self-assured that he'll win if he
plays. It is of singular importance to play as soon as possible after
such a dream-showing or else this momentary empowerment of the soul will
pass him by. It is the same with hunting, fighting, adulterous sexual
exploits, or some other undertakings.
For instance in hunting, the likelihood of finding a wild
fowl's nest with eggs, and more so a cassowary's nest and
eggs, is less than of encountering a marsupial and catching it. This is
why the Yagwoia are definite that unless a man has dreamt about finding
a wild fowl's or cassowary's nest there is no way that he will
be able to do that on his own. Therefore when one has had such a dream
he should waste no time; first thing in the morning, at the crack of
dawn, he must shoot off into the forest because in the dream his soul
has shown him the outcome of the undertaking. In the dream the
conjunction between the person's soul and a particular thing has
already occurred. Therefore one mustn't hesitate; to act in the
wakeful world is to bring this showing into a complete actualisation.
Unlike dream-showings which can lead to the permanent empowerment of the
soul, such as in the development of shamanistic powers, hunting and
other similar showings are impermanent. Nevertheless one can have a soul
which has a well primed disposition for one or several recurrent
showings of certain thematic visions which means that such a person has
a soul which will seldom go amiss. (4) For instance one can be renowned
for the frequency of finding wild fowl and/or cassowary eggs; he does so
precisely because he has regular dreams pertaining to this activity.
Accordingly, his soul has the power. But he can lose it; he stops
dreaming altogether or only rarely gets to have the typical dream.
Likewise with laki which, in terms of its oneiro-poesis, is
articulated through virtually the same dream scenarios that
traditionally pertain to sexuality, hunting, warfare, and the
acquisition of wealth. To be sure, the theme of sexuality is immanent in
all other activities. This also allows for multiple possibilities of
interpretation conditioned by contexts. However, there are some dream
motifs and scenarios which are thematically fairly restricted. A man may
have one portentous dream pertaining to gambling or recurrent dreams on
this thematic complex and accordingly will be enticed to play wherever
he has it. But he may play regardless of such motivation hoping that,
all the same, sooner or later he'll attract the cards/dice numbers
and, by the same token, experience if only fleetingly his power over
other men. He has managed to extract their wealth (money) from them
which is nothing less then the loss of a certain amount of their own
embodied flow. Given this fully developed oneiro-poetic and
libidinal-aggressive dimension of playing laki (5) the only aspect that
hasn't been yet articulated is the use of spells. The
imaginal-noetic conditions for it are fully ripe and there are
individuals who secretly use powerful relics when they play. For
instance one man kept a couple of his wife's deceased father's
(actually her FB's) teeth. He extracted them from his skull
following the decomposition of the body and kept it attached to his
necklace. He would secretly call the deceased's name (i.e., calling
his spirit) to help him win. He would never do this overtly fearing that
other players would get cross with him for calling on such invisible
assistance. The man averred that this particular power object had helped
him win many times.
THE HIGHS AND LOWS OF QANG'S SOUL'S LAKI-POWER
The Yagwoia laki, like all other transmissions of bodily substances
qua things and wealth, is also a means for the global excorporative and
incorporative circulation of countless currents of the ceaselessly
totalising life-and-death flow that circulates simultaneously in so many
human corpuscles and in their absolute embodiment, the macro-cosmic
world-body. As so many of his fellow Yagwoia QANG is also an avid cards
and dice player. As mentioned in the first part of this study (Mimica,
2006:38), he won on laki the money for his third and favourite wife
while working as a government interpreter in Mrw. And their conjoined flow produced him no less than five living daughters, which in turn
brought in more 'flooding water' (aalye wa:le), a metaphoric
expression for bride-price shells/money, which in turn yielded their
respective children. Now there was a period in QANG's life, mainly
during the seventies and into the eighties, when he was winning money on
cards/dice so frequently that this became his characteristic attribute,
a man who knows to win money on cards. This was really due to his
soul-power which as such was sustained through a recurrent dream. There
were other thematically related dreams, but the recurrent one (Dream 3)
crucially determined his laki complex.
Dream 3.
I used to see in a dream a wild fowl's nest and eggs (cilpaye-mne).
I used to see thus: in the forest I see wild fowl's nest, a mound
of fallen leaves rubbish that the wild fowl heaped up, made its
house (aane = nest). The mother (female wild fowl) was sitting on
the top. And I went to the nest and the wild fowl mother would fly
away. Flew away now, I threw off all the leaf-trash and uncover the
eggs in the nest. There were many of them in the wild fowl's house
(there is a sense of them being inexhaustible). I would then spread
a towel or bark-cape or my shirt on the ground and proceed to put
the eggs from the nest onto it (the impromptu carry-bag). I would
pile up the eggs until I couldn't put any more. Then I would take
the top (corner-sides) of the cape (or towel) with my teeth and
lift them with my both hands from underneath and carry them away.
They were truly heavy. And I thought (in the dream)--I am carrying
real wild fowl's eggs. No! I got up (woke up) shaken up. I dreamt.
This is what I dreamt, all the time.
After such a dream QANG would go to play cards and he would
inevitably win. His way was to start playing with minimal throws; he
said 1 or 5 toea. This is an exaggeration but the point is that he would
always start with, say, 10 or 20 toea coins (equivalent of l0 and 20
cents denominations) which is like a bite for bigger amounts and
denominations belonging to other men. With his soul-showing in his sight
he was assured that the cards or dice numbers would come his way and the
money would follow as it did. The idea is that one must think of and
focus on the dream. His kune umpne (thought soul) will thereby cover up
and overcome the souls of the opponents. As one young informant
commented: 'you will see their eyes-nose (face) dripping sweat.
(..) Your number (cards) will go up and their's will go down.'
The soul empowered by the dream-showing will make the opponents send off
their money to the one whose win has already been foreshadowed in the
dream.
QANG was thus consistently pulling other men's money. The
wild-fowl mother and her eggs was the central image. Sometimes he would
dream a similar scenario but instead of eggs he, i.e., his soul, would
come to a pandanus palm and many of its nuts would fall onto the ground.
They were still new with characteristic whitish colouring. Again, he
would pile them up and carry them away and this would mean that he will
win big money on laki. Note that here the wild fowl eggs are substituted
by nuts. Still another characteristic dream-showing which figured in
this fecund period of his gambling pursuit was a sort of wallet with
zipper filled with red ulamana seeds (6) (of a tree species). The zipper
would open up, he would look inside, put both hands into it and take a
plenitude of the red seeds. This was his dream-imagery repertoire of
which the most frequent and libidinally most intensely charged was the
wild-fowl eggs vision. Others are its transfigurations within one and
the same thematic complex of QANG's egoic self and its internal
object relations.
In terms of the Yagwoia self-understanding of their soul working,
the crucial motif in the wild fowl vision is QANG's uncovering of
eggs. I will explicate this detail as the nexus of his soul's
conjunction with the showing which enables him to attract the powerful
numbers of cards/dice and money. This also is the circuity of his
soul's power, so long as he could dream the same vision (or its
equivalents) time and again. The mere fact of its repetitiveness clearly
indicates its intra-psychic energic (libidinal) cathexis whereby the
vision is experienced as power and motivating force. The vision is the
function of QANG's total un/conscious psycho-sexual dynamics, of
his desires and egoic strivings, and in particular his wealth
acquisitiveness fixated on the pursuit of laki. The internal
psycho-sexual determination of this complex will become clearer through
his other diacritical soul-showings. Let me first clarify the
immediately apparent significations of the imagery itself and the dream
scenario.
The wild fowl eggs vision is manifestly an expression of female
characteristics and meanings, although they do not exclude simultaneous
male significations. The wild fowl is the 'mother' which
broods on a multiplicity of eggs. These picture the desired object,
traditionally the cowrie shells which by 1983 became universally
displaced by money. All shells, not just the cowries (and qua them the
money) have semenal-generative value and identity. (7) Eggs, not just
because of their white shells but also because the content (yoke and
white), are their kulpne (semen) and out of them hatch chicks. They are
fecund and they multiply which is the irreducible power of all
generative substance--its ceaseless prolificacy. This was expressly
evident in the vision. No matter how many eggs he took from the
(seemingly finite) heap of the nest there were plenty more eggs. They
are inexhaustible. The same is with their other substitutes--the
pandanus nuts and ulamana seeds. (8)
Eggs (like the pandanus nuts) resonate with the shape of the breast
but precisely as such, in the Yagwoia universe of meaningfulness, they
are simultaneously phallic. And substantially so since the milk they
express is the same homogenetic substance as the semen (Mimica, 1991).
The word for breast is aamne, composed of the initial vowel, indicating
femaleness (9) and the same components as the word for egg--mne. They
occur in a cluster of words which both phonemically and semantically
constitute a dense field of interwoven representations entirely
determined by the imaginal dynamics of the Yagwoia Self. Likewise, in
terms of its lingual substantiality, wild fowl (silpaye) is replete with
amplified female quiddity as indicated by the bold-faced female phonemes
which readily resonate with and invoke a whole range of mythopoeic imagery. (10)
These don't have to be discussed here but I will mention that
this forest scenario of encounter with the wild fowl and its nest also
features in a myth that every Yagwoia, male and female, learns as a
child. The central theme of the myth is brother^sister incest and its
radical consequences for the boy--he undergoes initiation ordeals. One
of the central moments in the story is when the boy, who made sex with
his sister, stumbles in the forest upon a wild fowl nest, removes the
eggs and he enters the nest where he becomes as dead. This is his
initiatory transformation. His sister finds him there and revives him
but she has now ceased to be his sister. Instead she has become his
woman who leads him back into the village and bears him a child. The
myth articulates with astonishing lucidity the dynamics of incestuous desire binding the cross-sex siblings. Here it is sufficient just to
refer to the myth's image of the wild-fowl nest as a
maternal-feminine womb but which, because it is in the forest, in the
realm of the macro-cosmic world-body, has the significance of impersonal
autochthony and auto-generativity. This is the critical aspect of
Yagwoia male initiations and that is what the mythic motif clearly
brings out. In respect of QANG's dream-vision this aspect is
equally present. The maternal-feminine quiddity of the wild fowl, her
eggs and the womb-nest (also referred to as aane = house) is thus
amplified; but precisely as a generative abode in the forest it
indicates an impersonal mode of auto-generative fecundity which has been
secured for QANG by his soul's dream vision. (11)
Clearly, then, in terms of QANG's un/conscious
libidinal-aggressive self-structuration of his internal object
relations, the recurrent vision articulates an internal positive
libidinal binding of his contra-sexual feminine self-object (12)
manifest as the wild fowl and her nest and eggs. The dynamics is of a
prolific sexual conjunction since, to paraphrase the manifest imagery of
the vision, by permanently uncovering the eggs he has secured for
himself a fecund womb (nest) that generates inexhaustible eggs (wealth).
It is a trans/personal, auto-generative womb but, nevertheless, it is he
who has literally plugged himself into it. The fecundity of the womb is
diverted into his body and on a more permanent basis since the dream is
recurrent. Remaining still at the level of the dream imagery, it can be
said that his un/conscious presences an impersonal feminine libidinal
zone of the world-body, and this is what QANG is having access to. In
the dimension of wakeful reality this is actualised as his power to
attract, siphon into and bind to himself other men's money, the
substantiality of their proliferating flow.
Just to amplify more the contra-sexual conjunctive dynamics of the
wild fowl scenario, other dream motifs which picture the attraction of
money in gambling manifestly involve sexual conjunction with a woman.
The strongest mode is when the dreamer is captured by a woman who wants
to kiss him and have sex while he resists or doesn't want her. (13)
This means that cards and money want to catch him no matter what. As it
were, the flow is directed at him despite himself. Other modes of
manifest sexual conjunction with women, eg., where both the dreamer and
the woman hold each other, kiss and such, also mean that he is sure to
win because the cards, and with them the money, will want him. Since
many of these motifs pertain to the domain of hunting their
symbolisation of the wakeful domains of action is equivocal. This is
specifically the case with the manifest conjunction with a woman. If
one, after such a dream, doesn't want to go to play cards he may as
well go hunting. The dream-showing has indicated that he is bound to
catch a marsupial. This domain acutely articulates the immanent
doubleness of sexuality in the Yagwoia life-world. For, hunting and
catching game is an activity of killing, specifically shooting with
arrows. In the Yagwoia language both actions--making sex and shooting
with arrows are predicated by the same verb which can best be
glossed--'shoot-fuck'. This is the usage for and by both men
and women. Libidinal flow and its binding is always bi-valent: it is at
once the libido and mortido, self-conjunctive and disjunctive. It is not
surprising that, relative to context, a dream with overt sexual,
especially conjunctive content can mean exactly its opposite, the
dreamer's or some alter's death. (14) But by the same token,
the correlate of every death is that its perpetrator remains alive. All
along every mode of death is but the perpetration of the generative
flow, without end. (15)
It was in the period of the recurrence of the wild fowl
dream-visions that QANG extracted the money with which he paid for his
favourite wife Tilm. Then sometime in the early eighties his vision
became decisively altered. (16) One night he was dreaming again that he
was taking numerous wild fowl eggs but then the following happened.
Dream 3.1.
I was taking eggs, putting them on the bark-cape when I saw my
(classificatory) father QANguqulyil7 come behind my back. I saw him
thus and he went straight to those eggs in the nest that I uncovered
and covered them all with the leaf-trash that I previously removed
from them. I saw this man, his face, as he came behind me and I
didn't talk to him. I went (with the eggs that he already put into
his make-shift bag) then I woke up upset.
Before I interpret this new development it is important to say that
at the time the dream's outcome was very lucrative. QANG
immediately went to find whether there was a game of laki going on. And
sure enough he ran into a Wantikia (Baruya dialect) medical orderly who
was literally loaded because he cleaned up all the other players, to the
tune of about 350K. The Wantikia boasted: 'If you are a true man
try to extract this money from me!' QANG said that when he heard
him talking so spitefully he got angry and decided to go for him. They
played dice and, in his usual way, QANG started off with small amounts
till his opponent got hooked, as it was determined in his dream vision.
His soul overpowered him and in the end the Wantikia's entire win
came to QANG. He indeed was a true enough man to siphon out this
braggart's money.
But this was also the last time that QANG had his dream vision and
extracted a lot of money. His soul was depotentiated or, more
accurately, his dead classificatory father's spirit, who in the
dream came from his back, seized his soul and literally twisted it away
from QANG's face-front to the back of the head. His soul-power
manifest in the form of the recurrent vision thereby ceased including
its other related dreams (pandanus-nuts, ulamana seeds). The occlusion
of the soul's vision in terms of the soul's removal from the
face to the back must not be understood as literally the whole of
QANG's soul (kune umpne). It pertains solely to this particular
power to attract money in laki. As I pointed out in two previous works
(Mimica, 2003, 2006), in this sense 'soul' stands for its
specific individuations qua power-objects or visions. And this is what
QANG has lost.
The dream exactly articulates this alteration of the vision itself.
Hitherto QANG was the one who had, each time he dreamt this particular
dream, uncovered the eggs in the nest. This was his fecund source of
power controlled exclusively by him, through his actions in the dream.
The appearance of an alter, whom QANG recognised, changes this aspect.
He undid QANG's action by covering up the eggs and this directly
translates into ocular depotentiation. QANG was explicit about this;
with this action of his classificatory father he no longer can see the
eggs, i.e., cannot have the dream vision. The reason why he also says
that his soul has been moved to the back of his head follows from the
fact that in the dream he saw his malignant classificatory father
sneaking up on him from his back. Ergo, the soul got pulled around the
head to the back and has been held there ever since by this spirit. It
is symptomatic that in the dream QANG was rather passive towards the
intruder. He didn't talk to him or in any way interact with him. He
just saw him doing what he did and he walked away. There is no doubt
that if QANG had shouted at the intruder he might have thus overpowered
him and probably regained the control over his oneiric situation. But
no! he mutely walked away and has suffered the consequences ever since.
Indeed, on various occasions he told several shamans what his
predicament was and they all agreed, but the attempts to get rid of the
malignant presence of his classificatory father and to turn the soul
back to his face didn't work. QANG has no doubts as to why this is
so. Shamans are envious of his laki powers for everybody knew how much
money he had managed to extract in the past. Therefore they never truly
tried to do the job properly. By the same token he also never paid for
any of the treatments because his attitude is that he first has to see
if they had done it properly. Therefore, if he starts dreaming again the
same dream he will be assured that his soul is back in place and he
would pay them accordingly, otherwise no! The last treatment he had was
in 1996 by his old-time lover Tily who is now (at the time of writing)
also his new wife. This too didn't have any effect. As we shall
see, a year later he had a dream which clearly indicated that the vision
of his inexhaustible fecundity in laki may yet return. But all shamanic
treatments miscarried. (18)
Now it is quite surprising to see that his loss of a soul-power was
caused by his agnatic relation. Virtually all sicknesses and afflictions
among the Yagwoia are caused by maternal relatives (kaneuwyo = mothers)
who, as the inalienable possessors of each person's bodily flesh,
will always have some reason to feel disgruntled and ill disposed
towards their children. Fathers, real or classificatory, living or dead,
are expected to protect their progeny. QANG averred that he didn't
know why his deceased paternal relative would hold some grudge against
him and emphasised that they are of two different latice segments, which
is to say that as an agnate this father is distant. Be that as it may,
the fact is that his agnatic paternal spirit has acutely deprived him of
the access to a fecund current of the flow which interlaces men in their
pursuit of laki. It may well be that this agnate had, while still alive,
given some money to QANG which he didn't reciprocate (as he should
have to a distant agnate) and now as a wopa ilymane (spirit of the dead)
he seized the opportunity to get even with QANG by blocking his
soul-vision and thus effectively blocking one mode of actualisation of
his potency. (19)
Now shifting the perspective on QANG's soul-deprivation to the
psycho-analytic vantage-point the following aspects have to be
amplified. To the extent that his wild-fowl eggs vision articulates his
deeper dynamics of feminine-maternal object relations, here manifestly
transfigured into an image of the inexhaustible, impersonal
autogenerative womb-zone in the world-body, the intruder is overtly a
negative father image. As discussed above, the motivations for this
internal object's actions are not readily apparent but it would be
easy enough to see the classificatory father as an imago which exercises
the activity of QANG's paternally determined super-ego. On the
other hand this would be to unduly 'oedipalize' the Yagwoia
egoic self whose structural dynamics is overwhelmingly ouroboric and as
such pre-Oedipal in both the masculine^feminine and paternal^maternal
self-differentiations.
I think that my speculation about the specific reasons for the
appearance of this negative male imago in the semblance of a paternal
relative is most probably correct. He is a concrete introject of the
relationship between QANG and that specific person who, I have no
doubts, had some unsettled score of a financial kind, and QANG knew
that. It was just a matter of time before he would spring into his
un/conscious as a malignant spirit. This is how conscience operates in
the dynamics of the Yagwoia egoic self. Given QANG's total
situation this particular spirit imago can be seen as a vehicle for
QANG's more immediate and continuous experience of envious male
adversaries--so many men whom he was gambling with. In this perspective
the intrusion into his intra-psychic boundlessly fecund feminine region
and his effective severance from it was his un/conscious response to
other men who had every reason to envy him. Indeed, once in the
intersubjective field of the laki engagement he would be subjected to
the active projections and introjections of his own malignancy and of
his opponents whose envy and desire for screwing him dead rather than
him screwing them would be a dominant affective-energic undercurrent of
the situation. At one point QANG's own intra-psychic domain of male
objects became sufficiently stressed and disequilibrated that his
un/conscious, hitherto consolidated by his omni-benevolent and
protective paternal presence (dead father), yielded to an already
present negative object who was waiting for his opportunity. The
intruder took him by surprise so well that he made no resistance. In the
dream scene his own actions simply were carried as a repetition of the
well established routine dreamt so many times before. To conclude: the
intra-psychic self-occlusion was due to a negative eruption from his
masculine, and to be sure, homosexually toned object relations.
Intra-psychically the experience was wholly real: qua the spirit imago
QANG effectively became libidinally disinvested (decathected) from his
treasured feminine object and it stopped appearing and
narcissistically-libidinally feeding him. This was truly a loss of a
marvellous object which is why he never gave up on it. Relentlessly he
continued his struggle to regain it.
THE PASSIONS OF QANG'S SOUL TO REGAIN HIS LAKI-POWER
It is rather symptomatic that two dreams he had in 1992, both of
which he thought might bring change in his pursuit of laki, are marked
by manifest masculine phallic self-identifications and object relations
within a libidinal flow which clearly indicates the dramatic depth and
intensity of his strivings to regain his specifically laki-bound
soul-potency.
Dream 4.
[In this dream he was lying on a small but long tree-trunk,
paddling with his hands like a canoe (20) in a big torrential
river. It looked like a local river; it carried many tree-tops
and leaves. This was a tributary of a bigger river and he was
worried that he would be swept into it and killed. He managed to
get into a smaller confluence of this river where the water was
considerably calmer. He was happy to be alive.] There I saw a
big tree staying on the side and its branches, which are like
hands, had no leaves. Its base was hooked to the side (of the
river bank). I pushed it strong and the swollen water took it and
carried it away. I didn't see it any more; it went into the big
river.
In QANG's self-understanding this was a good-enough dream with
regard to laki. The critical detail is the big tree, completely without
leaves and partly stuck. Its meaning is straightforward. The absent
leaves represent the bank-notes. They are gone, and since QANG himself
is the one who releases the tree the indication is that the money will
come to him. He had the dream after a day of gambling during which he
had very good cards but other men were afraid of his cards and they
played only half-heartedly. In addition, without a dream he had no real
power of attraction. A day before he played and lost. After this dream
he was hoping that other men would play; they didn't and the
dream's power was lost. Then the next day he played again and lost
which disgruntled him so much that he took back some of his money by
force. This kind of outburst often follows when a man experiences a
succession of losses. A fight may ensue but if the amount of
re-appropriated money is not very big (in QANG's case it was 20K)
the peeved player will be allowed to get away with it. QANG was
justifying his action by saying that other players themselves
haven't got too much money and therefore they are greedy for other
men's money. Besides he was old and they all were young. His
momentary excess was all right; he was steadily losing money over a long
period of time, sometimes in excess of two hundred kina and more in a
single day. For the Yagwoia, and especially for Iwolaqa-Malyce, these
are cataclysmic losses.
The dream scene and activities are entirely revealing of
QANG's intra-psychic ecology: his experience of himself and his
situation. The very image of him paddling on a thin long trunk in a
torrential river expresses an angry welling of his libidinal-aggressive
energy within which his egoic self-representation is maximally
phallically determined. His whole body is identified with the tree-trunk
on which he moves through the uncontrollable, violent flow of
life-and-death whose force is primarily destructive. In the sector of a
relatively slower effluence he encounters and releases a big tree which
in the Yagwoia life-world represents archetypal male embodiment. The
leaves, to the extent that they represent money, also symbolise women
who are said to get shed off and fly away like leaves because they marry
into other latice groups and in the
process make the wealth flow and bear children. (21) The dream
manifests QANG's ego in a domain of the unbidden riverine flow
which carries all trees and leaves (men and their money)
indiscriminately and irreversibly. He is alone and in mortal danger and
for that reason he is maximally self-possessed in his generic
male--phallic--self-identification. He has no other firm grounds to
stand on and erect himself upon or plant himself into it. To the extent
that in its aqueousness the flow is feminine simultaneously the
linearity of the riverine course accounts for its phallic determination.
A comparison with his wife's intra-psychic ecology (Mimica,
2006:39-44, dream 1) is instructive precisely because of the radical
difference in the character of the flow. Hers was predominantly
contained by a canal and its source was him. His is a boiling, wholly
impersonal and uncontrollable effluence in the world-body. The only
controlling agency is from the ego supported by his own phallic power
whereby he can attempt to bind to himself some of other men's
powers. In this regard I believe that QANG woke up from this typhonic
dream rather self-empowered. Here the intra-psychic flow also has the
meaning of the deadly waters of birth. (22)
This intra-psychic oneiric sell-representation also expresses the
fundamental factical determination of the Yagwoia body-image. The actual
physical environment of the Yagwoia self is not at all different from
the one lived in the dream. Every Yagwoia projects his/herself into this
steep, mountainous, muddy, riverine environment all the time as s/he
moves from the homestead to the garden, or, for man, is hunting game in
the forest. The possibility of falling into the fiver and getting
injured or killed is continuous--each time one has to get from one bank
to another, over a rickety bridge, hopping from boulder to boulder and
wading through the flow. The intense world-elemental cathexis of
environment is an irreducible substratum of the Yagwoia body-image and
the world-body dimension reverberates ceaselessly in all affective
streamings and modulations within the depths of the Yagwoia egoic self.
In this perspective the more fully objectified Yagwoia notions about,
and practices pertaining to human embodiment (for instance in curing,
whereby it is articulated as a microcosmic image of and synergic with
the macro-cosmic world-body) are grounded in the depths of the
individual un/conscious self and its body-image. (23)
The world-body continuously demands from humans a relentless
corporeal self-application in every endeavour. Whether dreaming or wide
awake a person always has to make an effort in order to realise his/her
desires and appetites because the world-body, as a generative flow of
life-and-death offers its nourishment solely on the condition that it is
actively sought for. Yagwoia were and still are swidden cultivators and
hunters. In their existential synergy with the world neither plants nor
game (or cash crops) wait for humans to avail themselves of them as if
they were on store-shelves. Humans plant and hunt with simple
tools--digging sticks, axes, spades, knives, bows and arrows--all of
which are direct extensions and translations of human embodiment and
muscle-power into transformative-assimilative action, and only on that
basis do they come to eat the world-body. Here is underscored in a
nut-shell the ontological necessity of human bodily self-projection into
and assimilation of the world as fundamentally co-substantial and
homomorphic with human bodiliness. QANG's pursuit of a
self-conjunction with an object of laki stems from this fundamental
intentional orientation to the world-body and its flow. As a matter of
fact this is a pursuit no different from hunting. His relation to the
flow embedded in other men and their money is the same as to prey in the
forest. The two domains, laki and hunting, are entirely interchangeable.
Another dream which he dreamt about a week later still retains the
central image of the riverine flow. But the human element is here
represented without symbolic displacements. This has to do with the
heightened significance of the person who appeared to QANG in the dream.
Dream 5.
I saw this man, the national member ZA. He tied into a bundle
numerous spoons wrapped in a plastic bag. He carried them thus and
he came from underneath a swollen (torrential) fiver same as this
ship they call submarine. Came (emerged) thus from under (the
surface of the torrential) fiver like the ship submarine, and he
gave this bundle of spoons to many men (people). I was looking at
him and I told him thus: "We are not willing to vote for you, we
are not satisfied with you!" I said so and this national member
didn't reply to me. His head went down and he didn't talk back to
me. He went back to this same fiver from which he came, and he went
underneath again. I saw him like that; that is all, there isn't
much else (in this dream).
The 'submarine' national member ZA was for many years the
parliamentary member for the Op-Wona Open Electorate. He was actually
from another province but he worked for well over ten years as a medical
orderly at the Mrw station. QANG became friendly with him during his
appointment as a government interpreter. When ZA went into politics QANG
became his chief 'campaign organiser' in the Iwolaqa-Malycaane
area where he exercised a great deal of influence. The member always
reciprocated well and frequently paid the school fees for his eldest
son, including when he began to study in town at a technical college. In
this regard the member has had a strong presence in QANG's
un/conscious. At the time he had this dream QANG held a grudge against
him since he had expected a major payment from the member for the years
of service that he rendered to him. The figure he had in mind was K1500.
QANG hadn't received any of this money and he went to Acaqopi ready
for a major confrontation with the member, but this too didn't
happen as he left before he arrived there. He did leave a message for
QANG to the effect that he would like to invite him to Goroka. This
considerably deflated QANG's grudge and he felt pleased that the
member explicitly asked about him and showed his care. Overall QANG is
ambivalent about him: he often said that ZA was an extremely 'good
man'--because he is a giver-provider and has an aura of a man whose
monetary resources are inexhaustible.
ZA was rather highly regarded because he tried hard to distribute
his money throughout his electorate as evenly as possible. But because
of his original association with Mrw area he had a special attachment to
this sector, including the Iwolaqa-Malycaane. Overall, any member is
pre-dominantly cast as paternal figure who feeds his needy people
primarily defined as a collectivity of
'mothers-fathers-and-children' who inhabit the bush. The local
configuration of the institution of the state is irreducibly determined
by the field of familial-kinship projections and symbiotic dependencies.
Thus on ZA's campaign poster he was named 'Papa'
(father); a blurb in Tok Pisin said that he is a man who cares for all
the peoples of the Mrw-Op-Wona electorate and truly brings them
development and service.
Now in the period of the dream the member had already been in the
Iwolaqa-Malycaane area several times before. This was a pre-election
period. He first brought a lot of money which was paid out to all the
people who worked on several public projects (a road and a few bridges).
On that occasion a stream of people went to the Acaqopi air-strip to
receive the money from the member. He told them then that he was going
to come back again bringing more money for two other projects: for the
youth sports (basket-ball, volleyball, foot-ball, and such) and for the
finalisation of an air-strip built by a small and remote group of
Simbari speakers in a place called Yau'wye.
In his appraisal of the dream QANG said that it was this specific
money-delivery that he saw in the dream; he didn't mention the
money that he expected for himself which is what primarily determines
his dream. (24) But he decided that 'half-of-its-meaning' was
about winning money on laki. For him the following were symptomatic
showings. The bundle of spoons that the submarine member carried and
gave to other men represents the cards, specifically their numerical
values. Although tied into a bundle, being a plurality of individual
things, they are numerous and as such carry the meaning of numbers and
cards. QANG said that the member didn't give the bundle to him but
to other men. Therefore he couldn't untie them and count them. (25)
What counts, though, is that they were numerous and that they came from
a man who unquestionably is loaded with wealth which, as a rule, he
dispenses to other men. The spoons, then, mean both the high (strong)
number cards and correspondingly a plenitude of money. (26) As for the
detail of the member emerging from the torrential river it meant that
the man (opponent in the game) wouldn't be able to keep his
cards/money in his grip. The water, which also pictures his bodily
sweat, washes away the cards/money from his hands and transfers them to
the ego of the dreamer. To the extent that in the dream QANG overpowered
the member who didn't reply to his remark that he 'wasn't
satisfied with him and therefore no vote!', and silently returned
to the torrential waters, it is self-evident that QANG would overpower his opponent(s). The idea of the torrential stream also picturing the
bodily sweat would suggest that the power of the ego's soul over
his alter would cause him to sweat and this would make him yield;
forfeit his grip over his flow and cards/money. Alas there were no
willing players that time in Acaqopi (May, 1992) and the power of
QANG's dream vision came to nothing.
Intra-psychically this dream manifests the following dynamics. In
terms of the general libidinal-energic dynamism the ecology is the same
as in the previous dream (4). The flow is articulating much the same
wrathful welling of a truly primordial destructive force. It is
significant that QANG couldn't identify the river whereas in the
previous dream he likened the flow to two local rivers. This suggests
that in the present situation the impersonality of the intra-psychic
depth is heightened. The violent flow is beyond the scope of the
ego's self-recognition; what is familiar is just the general
physiognomy of the local riverine milieu. But beyond that this is an
unknown territory within the ego's un/conscious. However, by
contrast to the previous dream the ego's situation is now radically
altered. Before he was in the midst of the torrential flow now he is on
the terra firma of the riverbank. There is no immediate danger for him
nor is he phallically engaged with the flow to manoeuvre his way through
it in order to deliver himself from what would be certain death.
Presently he is entirely ocularly engaged with the flow from which
emerges, like a submarine, a wholly human alter whom he not only knows
but with whom he has a long standing relationship of co-dependence and,
at the time of the dream, equally balanced power for the alter owes him
a lot of money. Locally the member depends on QANG to sustain his
popularity more so than any other Iwolaqa Malyce man. His inexhaustible
monetary power-flow is assumed as a matter of course. That is what a
member is for.
In the egoic milieu of QANG's un/conscious the member
gravitates towards the position of an alter-self. This is reinforced by
his financial care for QANG's son at school in town. In the dream
this alter is intended as one who abides by the ego's own desires
especially since he owes QANG a lot of money. And this is manifestly so
since the submarine member is under the full command of the dreamer. The
latter dominates the former. Now the perceptual characteristic of the
member's actual mode of movement and transportation in the
world-body is celestial rather than aquatic. In wakeful reality he
always arrives in and leaves the area by aeroplane or helicopter. In the
cosmography of the dream, however, his elemental determination is
aquatic in no uncertain terms: he is fully submersible. The reason for
this is twofold. The dream in the first place is articulating the
dreamer's imaginal endo-psychic situation and as such is a
construct of a pre-set, self-centric assimilative psycho-dynamic matrix
of internal objects that have been already articulated in previous
dreams and phantasies. Each dream is a particular expression of the
total un/conscious configuration of the egoic self. From this structural
endo-psychic perspective it is easy to see that the submersible member
is a transfigured variant of a more latent male object which in the
previous dream was concretely expressed by the archetypal imago of the
big tree without leaves. It was partly hooked to the river bank and QANG
released it. There too, he exercised control over it. I am here
emphasising the fact that dream noesis is always primarily the work of
the endo-psychic dynamics of imaginal noetic activity which uses and
assimilates perceptual objects but is not simply reducible to them.
Nevertheless, a concrete external aspect of QANG's experience
did directly condition this oneiric rendition of the national member as
a submersible. A voting-poster featuring the picture of ZA was placed on
the face of a boulder in the middle of a river tributary which anybody
could see when going to the Acaqopi air-strip. QANG saw it too and I
think that his attention to it might have been amplified by my decision
to take a photograph of this extraordinary scene. I thought to
myself--here in a remote corner of New Guinea, to put a poster on a
boulder in the middle of a wild fiver is perfectly in concord with the
local realities of existence, including electioneering, but it surely
gives a new dimension to the well-known line that 'bill-posters
will be prosecuted'. In this factual scene the image of the
'memba' is in the midst of a wild stream, and as such it is
the actual perceptual source of QANG's dream imago of the
submersible member as his alter.
On the other hand precisely as QANG's internal object, the
member belongs to the aquatic milieu because, as we saw in the previous
dream, this is where QANG himself was, glued to and paddling on his
life-supporting tree-trunk. From one dream to the other the ego swapped
place with his alter who is in the position of the object of his desire.
But the reason why in QANG's un/conscious they both are in the
river of life-and-death is intrinsic to QANG's factical
determination as the man who is looking for other men's libidinal
power-and-money immanent in the universal flow within the world-body. In
his previous dream the ego braved the violent flow and made a tentative
hook-up with the desired object--a generic-archetypal male embodiment
manifested in the imago of the tree. He wanted to capture its
power-money but in wakefulness the dream's potential went amiss. In
this perspective the desired male object is nothing but the desired
optimal--indeed--the ideal mode of oneself--to be possessed of money and
the power of the flow. In the new dream this generic male object, the
desired mode of oneself, is most appropriately projected into the
national member who has already been introjected as his alter and is
truly imbued with the desired qualities--power and money which are at
least in part due to the men like QANG who is ZA's man in the
field. As a member ZA is literally loaded. He is of the flow; this is
why he comes out of and goes back into it without any indication that
this would endanger his life. It would be an inappropriate analogy to
say that the member is like a fish in water. In terms of the Yagwoia
imaginal sub-stratum of their life-world he is like wild forest spirits
who occupy all, including the sub-aqueous, life-spaces. The member is
possessed of the flow's power in the way that QANG will never be.
He can only steer through the flow by the bare phallic power of his body
risking in the process his life and limb trying to catch and bind some
of the power of the effluence within the world-body. This is perfectly
understandable. As I said above his relation to the flow embedded in
other men is the same as to prey in the forest. But his predicament is
that he used to possess his privileged boundless access to the flow from
which he has been torn away and he is trying to regain it. Accordingly,
with regard to this specific streaming of his desires, in his
endo-psychic relation to the flow he only generates wrath and
destructiveness but no capture and fulfilment. What is quite clear from
these dreams is that the flow, as mediated by his internal male object
relations, remains in a frustratingly contingent relation to him. The
wild-fowl vision was a relation with his contra-sexual object and if he
were going to recapture his soul-power it would have to be in the
feminine domain of his un/conscious self. This became a very real
possibility after a dream he had in 1997.
THE POTENTIAL RENEWAL OF QANG'S SOUL'S LAKI-POWER
At the time he was sick which explains the intensity and a
fundamentally self-regenerative determination of the libidinal dynamics
of the dream experience. With his favourite wife Tilm he was sleeping at
HYaq's cooking shelter. He is a shaman who was supposed to extract
the sickness from QANG's body.
Dream 6.
At night I was sleeping thus when I saw a misis (white woman)
coming. Coming now and she tells me: "You take off my clothes--hold
now my breasts". I took her clothes off and the woman--she is
sitting on the top of me while I am holding her two breasts. They
are truly firm, I am holding her thus and she tells me: "You
mustn't let go off (my breasts), you must hold me strong and hold
me!". I am holding her, didn't let go off her. I was holding,
holding, holding and the misis' breasts were terrifically firm.
They gave me a kick on my hands (sexual excitement). And I am
feeling sweet (delicious) exactly as I hold her breasts. I was
delighted--my kune umpne (thought soul) was delighted for my
holding the breasts of a misis. I am thinking--"Aiy--sorry!
Misis--a nice one!". Aiy!--I am thinking "what am I going to do to
this misis?! Shall I shoot (fuck) her or what shall I do?". And she
tells me "You mustn't let go of my breasts. You hold them!" I am
thinking--"I am truly holding her body". No! I got (woke) up
startled--looking: I dreamt.
Having woken up he immediately engaged his wife Tilm whom he
calls "mother": "h/ilmaye-(qw)oqwane! (her endearment name) Sorry
my mother, I am sick, truly not good, and I saw a beautiful dream".
I said: "I held the breasts of a misis. I held them so well that I
nearly urinated", I told (my) mother thus. And (my) mother woke up
and said: "Sorry h/iwoye ! (his endearment name). (With that dream)
you are able to win some money except that the sickness damaged you
so bad". She told me thus now, I said: "It's all right. (If) some
other time I dream (again) I can play".
In the ensuing discussion QANG declared that if it wasn't for
his sickness with this kind of dream-showing he would have taken one
Somari (27) and immediately gone to play cards. He was definite about
winning--"I would hold picture-numbers only (i.e., the figures
Queen, Jack, King); no way I would hold numbers like 10 or 9 or 8, 7 or
what kind of number. (I would be) holding pictures only because--I saw
the misis, her picture I saw (i.e., the Queen and qua this figure all
other picture-cards). Commenting on the intensity of the conjunction
with her he said: "I was thinking (in the dream) thus "Shall I
take off her pants, shall I fuck her or?" She said: "You hold
me (by the) breasts!" and I was holding on, holding on--go, go,
go--I nearly urinated". When I asked him whether he actually
ejaculated he said: "No! I didn't spill my semen; I
didn't truly urinate. I was feeling that. I thought--I am looking
with my eyes exactly (it is wakefully-perceptually real). But I only
dreamt that!" Then as an anticipation he said "I think this
kune umpne (thought soul) of mine wants to come back or what!? I am
thinking thus". That is, he is wondering whether his laki soul (the
wild-fowl vision) will return thereby bringing back his power over the
flow of wealth and the souls of other men.
It will be observed that the immediate evaluation of the experience
by both himself and his wife was in terms of the desire for winning
laki. The intense and manifest erotic quality was totally acknowledged.
QANG gave no impression that the powerful erotic content would cause his
wife to be jealous of her husband's nocturnal sexual exploit.
Undoubtedly this was facilitated by the identity of the woman--she was a
wild forest spirit who assumed the semblance of an unknown white woman.
If she were a known local woman this might be more problematic and QANG
might have been slightly reluctant to report the detail to his wife or,
perhaps, would have suppressed her identity and made her unknown. The
point is that his favourite wife immediately responded to his dream in
the register of his laki seeking self-fulfilment. But she might have
also understood it as a sure sign that he would catch a marsupial,
specifically nama/t/'nye (tree kangaroo) which in the Yagwoia
life-world is identified with the white man. (28) In this regard she
valued his laki power as on a par with his hunting abilities for, as
every Yagwoia woman, she too desires and expects from her man to provide
her with game meat (namdje). What the man catches in the forest is an
alimentary delight for his wives and children. Indeed the most basic
mode of a woman's devaluation of her man is to spite him for not
being man enough to bring meat into the house. This was, for instance,
PC's predicament whose soul was radically disempowered so that he
lost the ability to have dream showings propitious for hunting. His
wives spitefully abused him now as a rubbish man and he admitted to it
because he no longer could hunt successfully as he used to. With Tilm
there was also an intrinsic connection with her husband's laki
power since her bride-price came from the money he won while in Mrw.
The dream itself, as well as QANG's and Tilm's
understanding of it, shows that the latent core of his laki soul-power,
originally made manifest and accessible through the 'wild fowl
eggs' dream vision, is his contra-sexual conjunction within the
feminine domain of his egoic self. The endo-psychic dynamics at work in
this dream deserves a more involved exegesis. For QANG the fact that he
was sick and enfeebled when he had this dream was incidental. This was
the factor which prevented him from bringing the showing to its
actualisation in wakefulness by not being able to go and play cards. Yet
I think that his sickness was the primary reason why his un/conscious
self had acted in this way. The dream is primarily an auto-ameliorative
response to the organismic stress and enfeeblement caused by his
sickness. In terms of the internal object-dynamics, QANG is attended to
by his feminine imago which has at once displaced and replicated his
primordial relationship with the maternal body. In this regard the dream
image is motivated and structured by the same internal narcissistic
gestalt as the one he experienced when, as a little nose-pierced novice
separated from his mother, he was brought into the conjunction with a
stunningly beautiful spirit woman who told him that she liked and wanted
him (Mimica, 2006:48-52, dream 2). In the present version the
imago's superlative beauty and libidinal sexual attraction are
articulated by the factor of her being white and wearing clothes. The
latter is an element which has modified the typical appearance of the
Yagwoia women who now more commonly, but not exclusively, wear blouses
and skirts. They too have become more akin to misis. The imago's
whiteness also identifies her as a hyaqaye ilymaapala (wild forest
spirit woman). What is symptomatic in QANG's intra-psychic relation
with his feminine self-object is that she is the one who tells him what
to do. She voices her desires for him and acts upon him which in turn
induces his response to her, according to her directives. This internal
passive-activity is indicative of the primal dynamics of the
mother-infant relationship where the former has the upper hand in
initiating and exacting both her own and the infant's intentional
streamings. She is the conduit for and the metaboliser of the
infant's own psychic effluence. This is also the structuring
context of the maternally determined pre-Oedipal super-ego.
In the dream the white woman tells him to undress her and hold her
breasts. With the emphasis on the breasts their conjunction has an
overtly maternal and oral (sucking) toning but, to be sure, these
breasts are fully phallicised. In the Yagwoia life-world firm or
flaccid, male or female, breast is phallic as is the whole body,
including the umbilical cord. Historically, this metamorphosis of the
phallus was fully actualised and accomplished in the male-exclusive
practice of fellatio. In the dream not only are the breasts terrifically
firm but they give QANG a full phallic boost as the 'kick'
that he felt in his hands. His genital response is transposed to his
hands and the overall libidinal streaming is virtually orgasmic (he felt
like urinating) although he didn't ejaculate. Nevertheless--and
this is symptomatic of QANG's endo-psychic maternal super-ego
activity--he abides by the woman's stipulation. He thought whether
to shoot (fuck) her but, as she commanded, he remained in the grip of
her breasts, hanging on as he said, until he woke up realising that he
was doing this while dreaming.
What makes this endo-psychic experience a conjunction with the
seemingly contra-sexual alter rather than an auto-sexual conjunction
with one's own contra-sexual double-self is the fact that the white
woman imago is his inner alter to a greater degree than the spirit woman
in his original initiation dream-vision where she overtly identified
herself with him so that all other women would, from then on, be
attracted to him. But the legacy of that original auto-contra-sexual
conjunction is evident here, for the white woman came to him and
declared her attraction to him. It is precisely because of this
auto-sexual, narcissistic dynamics in which libidinal self-circuity is
mediated by phallic breasts (in which the genital and the oral zones are
fused) that the dream can be characterised as an endo-psychic
auto-generative experience. Qua his contra-sexual imago QANG's
un/conscious was energising his enfeebled body by his own libido. Here,
then, is made manifest his pre-Oedipal ouroboric core differentiated
into a syzygious conjunction of the male and female components (m^f)
which were shaped by and bear the imprints of the primal object
relations, the mother-child (M^Ch) self-unity (Fig. 7).
[FIGURE 7 OMITTED]
The mobilisation of this endo-psychic matrix in a crisis situation
such as sickness is entirely concordant with the Yagwoia psycho-somatic
dynamics where the generation and sustenance of health is entirely
dependant on the auto-reparative powers and resources of the body. In
its psycho-somatic function the ouroboric dynamics of the un/conscious
is equivalent to the auto-immune system. It is the self's
auto-generative response to the attack on its body. In the first part of
this study (op.cit. p.41) I pointed out that for the Yagwoia sickness is
viewed and lived as a negative sexual conjunction, caused by an
intruding napalye (sickness object), which effects a small death. The
curative process involves expulsion and positive self-conjunction which
generates (vitalises) rather than dissolves the body. To put it in an
apposite ouroboric register: the life-death process in any mode is a
ceaseless metabolic activity. Sickness-and-death are its katabolic modes
(negative eating and sex), health-and-life anabolic (positive eating and
sex). QANG's dream is a testimony to his un/conscious intra-psychic
'anabolic' self-generation.
But for QANG this internal conjunction was a new impetus for hoping
that he will repossess his soul's visionary power to attract those
streamings which channel the current of laki within the total flow of
the world-body. In psychodynamic terms the endo-psychic feminine
object-conjunction could undo the occlusion brought about by his
malignant male object, the spirit of his classificatory father which
pulled his soul to the back of the head. It is easy to see how the image
of the maternal white woman and the grip on her breasts thematically
reverberates with and can transfigure into a new version of the image of
the wild fowl's eggs and other related images such as the pandanus
nuts, red ulamana seeds in a pouch, or money-leaves. In his dream QANG
has made a direct connection with the intra-psychic domain of his
feminine bodily generativity. (29) Given the acute overtness and
intensity of the sexual conjunction with his feminine self-object, this
experience may well initiate a new bout of constructive cathexes of
self-representations featuring dream scenarios akin to the ones he had
before. In such productions of his un/conscious the dreaming ego can
successfully renew his narcissistic fulfilment as the powerful attractor
and extractor of other men's libidinal capture of the flow of laki.
In the perspective of this dream it becomes quite obvious that success
in all undertakings--from hunting, sexual exploits, warfare, to wealth
acquisition and laki--has the irreducible un/conscious meaning of
self-generation. The last time I spoke to QANG about his laki soul-power
(December 1999 to January 2000) he was still expecting a shaman to do
the critical work, namely to remove the malignant spirit presence and to
place his soul back in front of his face. In the meantime his conjugal domestic intersubjective situation became altered since his favourite
wife Tilm died at the end of the great drought which lasted from March
1997 to April 1998. It is this alteration in his intra-psychic feminine
dimension that I will examine in the third paper of this trilogy.
APPENDIX: Dream 5, Footnote 26
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ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Extracts from this work were presented in the departmental seminars
at the Universities of Sydney, Melbourne, Macquarie, and the Australian
National University. I thank all the participants in these seminars for
their critical comments. I am also grateful to the participants in the
psychoanalytic seminar organised by Olga Katchan of the Department of
Psychology, University of Sydney, for their critical comments. Special
thanks are due to Roy Wagner of the University of Virginia,
Charlottesville, Borut Telban of Ljubljana, Slovenia, Eric Hirsch of
Brunel University, London, an anonymous reviewer for Oceania, and my
wife Ute Eickelkamp for their critical assessment of and comments on the
paper. I am especially thankful to Neil Maclean and the Oceania staff at
Sydney for their editorial and technical work which brought this paper
to its final form. I also gratefully acknowledge the financial support
of the Australian Research Council (ARC) which enabled me to continue
with my research in Papua New Guinea for several years. I am especially
grateful to The Ann and Erlo Van Waveren Foundation of New York whose
grant allowed me to continue my field research on Yagwoia shamanism after my ARC grant ended. Finally, I am grateful to the Yagwoia people,
especially Iqwaye and Iwolaqa-Malyce for letting me explore their
life-world, which is to say, themselves as they are inside and outside
the circuity of their macrocosmic Self (Imacoqwa). Among them, my
heart-felt gratitude goes to Hiwoye, Wopaye, and Qwace u/ngwatanye.
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NOTES
(1.) For the explication of these concepts, see Mimica 2006:30-32.
(2.) It is useful to refer to them as card/dice-slingers, by
analogy to gun-slingers, which purports to convey the Yagwoia men's
overall libidinal-aggressive attitude and expressive style frequently
manifest in gambling. By and large, Yagwoia women do not play laki.
Within the Yagwoia region, starting in the early nineties I have seen
only a few younger women sporadically engaging in it. On the other hand
it may well be the case that when they go to live with their husbands at
coastal plantations and townships more Yagwoia women take up laki. Some
may become addicted to it as, for instance, a woman who first went with
her much older classificatory son to Rabaul. There she married a Pangia
(Southern Highlands) man whom she reportedly totally dominates and
spends all his earnings on gambling. On this account, the Pangia
justifies his refusal to pay both the bride-price and the child-payments
to her Yagwoia close agnates who in turn have been chasing him through
the islands and the highlands of PNG for the last 15 years in order to
extract from him their share of her womb-generativity; for the Pangia
got out of her several children. To the best of my knowledge, the
precedence for this development was set in the early eighties by a woman
from the Simbu Province married to an Iwolaqa-Malyce man who lived
outside of his home area in a township. The two came to visit his
village and within days she became a sort of a 'wonder-woman'
who engaged with the local men in laki and literally drained them of
their money. The news about this Simbu woman that was winning over all
men in their game spread fast into other Yagwoia territorial groups.
(3.) The names for these two types of chance game are derived from
Tok Pisin: kas (cards) and satu (dice). For accounts of gambling in
other PNG life-worlds, see Laycock, 1966, 1967; Brandewie, 1967;
Maclean, 1984; Zimmer, 1986, 1987; Sexton, 1987.
(4.) Regularly or frequently he or she has such and such a dream
vision or a series of them, all thematically interrelated, but it is
usually one or two that are the centre-piece of what I can rightly call
the thematic complex, and they sustain this particular power of the
person's soul.
(5.) Some of the dream motifs are said to apply to lottery which is
not available locally but the Yagwoia know about it from their
experiences of life in towns.
(6.) They are round and have the size of an average medallion.
(7.) Not in the sense of their perceptual-significative (semiotic)
qualities and resemblances, but because these are themselves the
quiddities of a dynamic substantial continuity and identity between
these different things. And they are not objects made of inert
'materiality' but are organic generative substantiality all of
which are substantially equivalent to the generative human corporeality
and its macro-cosmic embodiment, the world-body. Language too is but a
current within the same energic-organic substantial flow. It is not an
ontologically separated noetic sphere of activity.
(8.) What is at work here is the same un/conscious dynamic
dialectics of infinite multiplicity of content and the finite/bound
container illustrated by the well known mythopoeic image of the magic
cooking pot which cooks (generates) an infinite amount of porridge. Such
concrete mythopoeic images are a manifestation of the more general
un/conscious noetic dialectical structuration of One^Many which at the
level of archetypal representations is commonly articulated in the
schematic dynamics of container^contained.
(9.) As in aa-p-ale (woman)> aa-ma-n-ce (old woman)> aa-l-ye
(water). In fact all vowels in the Yagwoia language are categorically
female quiddity, some of which have additional male significative value.
Consonants are male.
(10.) This lexeme belongs to a cluster of words and their referents
which contain and present an array of avian and reptilian manifestations
of the cosmic creator and his female self.
(11.) The related images of pandanus nuts and wallet with the
zipper respectively give the following bodily sexual values. The
pandanus is generically phallic male body but its nuts are phallic
egg-like children and in that way continuous with the feminine quiddity.
The wallet/pouch is like the more traditional net-bag, the uterine container; the zipper is its vaginal slit that can be opened and closed
(see also Mimica, 2006:38 and footnote 34, p.55).
(12.) A dream he bad many years later (1997) will reveal this
explicitly. The dynamics of fowl-eggs dream is latently motivated by a
deeper self-object circuity structured as an auto-conjunction with his
feminine self-component.
(13.) This is an expression of the narcissistic ideal of the
Yagwoia maleness in its homosexual purity. The young male initiate
himself should not have attraction for women, but women in particular
will be irresistibly drawn to him precisely because he embodies the
semen of his older brothers, still untouched by contact with women. In
this male self-image homosexuality affirms the superiority over
heterosexuality precisely because, overtly, it is outside of and above
the sphere of the relations with women and their craving for the pure
('virginal') mode of the male generative flow. This is why
women are so attracted to this embodiment of the all-male flow. He is
the gravitational pull for her.
(14.) This is especially true of overt homosexual dreams, i.e.,
male dreamer having sex with a man. Many such dreams were seized upon as
forecasting homicide of enemies and therefore were taken as the pretext
for launching homicidal forays into the enemy territories, either by a
group or a solo warrior-killer.
(15.) The irreducible ontological determination of the flow as the
ceaselessly self-totalising, generative flowing of life-death becomes
intelligible solely when one knows its primary energic constitution in
the substantiality of the sun and moon responsible for every modality of
the flow within the world-body.
(16.) This happened while he was still working in Mrw as a
government interpreter.
(17.) This was not his true father who has appeared to him since he
was a child (Mimica, 2006:46-47). This man was from a different segment
of QANG's latice. He died in a self-caused accident, decapitated by
a boulder (see Mimica, 1996).
(18.) In January-2000 he was told by a young shaman that be would
try to expel the spirit and put back his soul but this also didn't
eventuate. QANG was adamant that he alone cannot regain his soul-power.
This has to be done by a shaman. Due to his dream-powers and knowledge
be can only tell the shaman what his problem is but he cannot undo his
predicament.
(19.) There was one good enough reason for this agnate to harbour a
grudge. Originally QANG's first wife was marked for him but she
ended up marrying QANG.
(20.) There are no canoes among the Yagwoia. This is an object they
got to know when they began to work as indentured labourers on coastal
plantations,
(21.) The equation leaves =money=bank-notes has a wide extension.
In the Yagwoia the word iquye = leaf is now used as a generic term for
paper-money as well as for all paper, especially book-leaves and writing
paper. Correspondingly, if a person dreams of a book=leaves it means
that s/he will get money. As a bank-note denomination iquye (leaf)
specifically denotes 2.00K which has green colour. As a life form, leaf
also subsumes other small plants and grasses which in a given context
may be seen to actually represent money. A masterpiece of this
projection came from my informant Taqalyce who confided to me that he
figured out the true meaning of the Biblical story of Noah that the
missionary told them. He said that when the bird sent by Noah to find
land came back it carried in its beak some grass. But, Taqalyce proudly
pointed out, this is what the missionary said because he didn't
want to disclose the truth. And the truth is that the bird brought back
a bank note (which is why Noah was so delighted).
(22.) This will he explicitly shown in dream 7, Part III.
(23.) This 'ultimate gestalt of all human experiences'
(Schilder: 1976:viii) is comprised of interfused praxic, parental,
principally maternal, and world-elemental, layerings within a
psycho-sexual matrix which, as shown here, is itself structured by
ouroboric archetypal dynamics.
(24.) The reason I know this is because I wrote a letter to the
member dictated to me by QANG in which he detailed all the services he
had rendered and the amount of money he wanted to be paid for his work.
The latter never reached the member since it was destroyed by
QANG's two affines who were supposed to deliver it. They figured
that the letter might put the member off and in consequence he might
withhold the money that he had promised to Iwolaqa-Malyce.
(25.) Here is also implied the meaning of QANG's investment in
the member; he expected a payment for himself but the money he brought
he gave to other men.
(26.) Although they are oral instruments there seems to be no
connection between the spoons and some such idea as
'spoon-feeding' or 'being born with a spoon in his
mouth'. In so far as there is an active connection between
spoon-mouth-food-money-cards underlying the formation of this image it
is weak. The bundle of numerous spoons relates to cards because of the
association with numbers. But the bundle also seems to be associated
with the images of sword and sceptre in the figures of Jack and King. In
some cards (it seems of German manufacture) Jack is pictured with a
weapon which combines axe-blade and sharp spear tip. By contrast Queen
holds a flower which relates to a well established Yagwoia oneiric
equation, 'flowers=good/strong cards'. To see flowers in dream
means that one will attract good cards. Flowers specifically mean a
diversity of shiny luminosity which is what 'colour' as a
generic category is. Simultaneously, flowers (and all sorts of other
vegetal forms, including grasses) are females and are used as such as
the female endearment names. Therefore, flowers as a multiplicity of
'diverse shiny colours' picture simultaneously sexual
attraction of cards, and primarily of the relatively colourful figures
King, Jack, and Queen which are the strongest cards (see the
illustrations in the Appendix). Parenthetically, some Yagwoia speakers
like QANG tend to use the term baiynet (from bayonet) for the kind of
knife exemplified in the pictures of King and Jack. However, the
perceptual (conscious and subliminal) identifications and assimilations
of this pictorial object by any given person is subject to indeterminate
interpretations and fluctuating subliminal transfigurations. For
instance, when I asked one avid player about this figuration he
identified it as a sort of covering of Jack's hair.
(27.) 50 Kina bank note called thus because it features the picture
of the founding father of PNG, the first prime minister Michael Somare.
(28.) Women's hair is used in preparation of 'magic'
feed for bunting dogs. The idea is that women attract men's penis
(arrow) and, because of their promiscuous sexuality, more than one. But
the Yagwoia hold that white women are far more promiscuous than local
women and therefore regard their hair as a more potent ingredient. The
most desirable hair is the one obtained from white prostitutes thought
to be incalculably potent attractors because of numerous men's
penes that found way into their bodies. On this basis one can appreciate
the excitement of QANG and his wife that in the dream he held a white
woman's breasts.
(29.) Fig. 7 gives a synopsis of all manifest local dream images
and their endo-psychic equivalence and ouroboric determination.